Sejak kebelakangan ni air mata asyik mengalir je. Emotional sangat saya ni.. Tapi thats how i feel. Daripada pendam lebih baik kita keluarkan. So today nangis lagi. Pasal apa? Ex nak kahwin dah tahun depan. Hmm..all i can say to him is good luck and i wish you all the best with her. Semoga bahagia bersama hingga ke anak cucu. At last, kahwin jugak kamu ye.. i know i wont get an invitation, tapi takpe la. i dont think i can stand to watch you marrying someone else. Tapi seikhlas hati ni, im happy for you.
Reading your last message reminds me of our memories together. The good and the bad memories. You're the first i had a serious relationship with. You taught me stuff that i would never learn with anyone else. You made me grew up. Made me anti poligamy..hahaha We laughed, we cried, we shared almost everything back then. You were my bestfriend.
So you found your happy ending. Im happy as long as you're happy. And i know she's happy too. One advice to you if you're out there reading this, tolong la jaga hati dan perasaan dia. She doesnt need to know about the past. Lets keep it that way. And now that you're getting married, tolong la ubah perangai and jaga diri. Jangan nak menggatal dengan perempuan lain ye? Jadilah seorang suami yang setia. Because other than that, i know you're a very nice guy. Kalau tak, i wouldnt fall in love with you dulu kan?
Entah bila i can see you again. Tak nak jumpa pun tak ape la. I understand. Tapi mane la tahu kan if terjumpa kat mana-mana lepas ni, tegur-tegur la. Saya ni rabun sikit tak perasan orang. Orang jalan sebelah pun tak perasan, bukannya sombong.
Awak...saya nak awak tahu yang saya sentiasa sayangkan awak. Harap-harap satu hari nanti saya akan jumpa someone yang betul-betul sayangkan saya macam mane saya sayangkan awak dulu..
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