Crossroad

Tak ade sape yg boleh tolong kite kecuali diri sendiri..yes, i know that. Tapi masalahnye, susah sgt for me utk buat the right thing. I know what i should do, cume im not strong enough to do it je..im still weak. Kenape la when im totally ready to be in a serious relationship with someone, mesti kene mcm ni. Mcm kite ni x layak utk merase ape itu cinta. Tp biase la tu dlm kehidupan kan? ape yg kite nak susah btul nak dpt, tapi ape yg kite x nak bersepah-sepah dpn mate sampai rimas jadinye. Tina nak mintak maaf dkt semua org yg tina pernah lukakan perasaan diorang or rase mcm dipermainkan sbb mmg xde niat langsung tina nak buat mcm tu kat sesiape pun.

The story of my life..dari kecik sampai skrg, kalau dikumpulkan rasenye bley wat movie kot..haha i may look boring on the outside but im just trying to be tough and live life like everyone else. Life must go on kan? But when im with you its like im with my twin. You can read me like a book. From cover to cover. And all i have to do is gaze into your eyes. Even when im saying something, you know the true meanings of my word. Sometimes i feel like we dont have to talk to understand each other. Like we have our own way of communicating. Da lame i dont feel this close to someone. Is it too early to say that you're my soulmate? hmm..i've never considered anyone to be my soulmate, so thats a huge thing coming from me.

You keep saying that you love me so what are you waiting for? Those little things that you do that she hates, you know i adore them. It breaks my heart to see all that love that you've got is going to waste. She doesnt deserve someone as thoughtful, caring, sweet and romantic like you. Well, everyone deserves to be with a nice guy, but that doesnt mean she can treat you like that. Kalau betul one day die layan u dgn sepatutnye, i promise to stay away and try to forget u. But only if you two are happy and deeply in love with each other. Kalau everyday pun gaduh je, then whats the point staying in a broken relationship? Baru couple dah gaduh mcm org kahwin 20 tahun. Bayangkan la nanti bile da kahwin. Is it gonna get worse? Fikirlah u..im not saying this so that you'll choose me, tapi for u to think about your future. Is it worth it? If it is, then try to work it out with her. I da byk kali advice u kan bile u ade problem and gaduh dgn die. And everytime i x fikir pasal diri i pun. Kalau bley i nak save your relationship lagi eventhough dlm hati sedih that ur going through this when we could be so happy together. Tapi i sayang u. I nak u happy. Tapi i da penat tgk u asyik bersedih pasal die. U tau x i lagi sedih bile tgk u sedih?